Well where to start......everything that could be turned upside down in my life has been!!
If you have read my earlier blogs you will know i have been through a kind of midlife crisis...still going through it. I find i am a very selfish person who needs or indeed wants everything. And is not content with making the most of what i have got.
The chat rooms were, indeed are still part of my life. In-fact i have stepped up a notch and have met a few guys off there. I am addicted to the thrill of the first meet, the feeling of utter excitement and the total buzz that comes with it.
The first guy was a disaster, waste of time, i chose unwisely!! The second was better but still not right somehow. Both were brief encounters, a drink at the pub, a kiss goodbye, me knowing i would not be meeting them again.
But the third....mmmmm....jack pot. Young, handsome and the thing my dreams have been made of. Tall, dark and handsome. Smells so nice, tastes even better!! The pierced eyebrow he wears turns me on, i cannot help just looking at him, i get wet just sitting beside him and when he touches me i am in a heaven i have not felt for such a long, long time.
Our last meet was amazing, i wore a fitted button up dress, high black knee length boots
and sexy red lace undies. My 36E cup breasts looked amazing and i felt good. The look on his young face said it all and i knew i was in for the ride of my life......
He touched me and it felt electric, i wanted him, wanted to feel him on me, in me up me.....i was moaning pure delight, and when he fucked me i was in a place i needed and wanted...
Regret, NO.....guilt, No
I am on a bumpy road, a dangerous road and I'm loving it!!!
2008-04-06 @ 19:16