Ok my marriage has been strained for a long time and it has finally snapped, finished, ended!!! Its my decision and it has been waiting to be made for a while. I know I'm relieved in a sense but hell do i feel sick to my stomach!!

The kids are devastated, he is beside himself, i feel guilty, but can i stay in a marriage because of guilt, no.....it wouldn't be fair on any of us.

I'm scared, upset, worried.....we have been together since i was 17 yrs old and i have only known life with him!!

Sorry