Ok my emotions are up and down the same as my blog has been just lately.
My marriage is over, he has gone, i am relieved in one sense but terrified i may have just made the biggest mistake in my life....time will tell.

He like me has sensed a change of tides in our marriage, a change that is not just going to go away!! He too cannot live the way we have been doing and i am in a haze at the moment i feel numb and lost!!

My lover N made me laugh as he is so vain as to think i had left hubby for him!! As if!!
He is a distraction, a good one yes, but for him to even think i wanted more from him is totally laughable. He was soon settled when i told him i would rather stay home unhappy with hubby than even imagine been with him!!

The kids are really ok...at the moment!! They too are sick of seeing mom and dad arguing, it has had a knock on effect on them too.

Anyway what will be will be...as a blog friend said, how true