Well the term, "up and down" has certainly been my life for the past few months! Seperated from my hubby and now waiting for a devorce i am utterly drained, both mentally and emotionally...can it get any worse? Truth is i think yes... my house is for sale as i cannot afford to stay here and i am totally devastated.
This said I do not regret my decision and am even more determined to see it through...i am strong i know i am.
I have met a guy who is the total opposite of my ex....totally....but hes been good to me and without his support im pretty sure i would not have managed. Problem is i have begun to depend upon him as i did my ex, this is not good...i need to be very careful i dont fall into a trap!